writing on an online site

I stopped for a while my subscription at fanstory.com, an online membership writing community, where writers can post their work for review, corrections and comments by other readers. Then, I found myself depressed again, which usually happens when not occupied with anything especially writing and painting. I am an aspiring writer/poet, artist, and art dealer. Before, I had only a monthly subscription. Now that I renewed, I upgraded to a three-year subscription where cost is reduced to I think less than a third. Well, that is much cheaper than seeing a counselor or a psychiatrist, or going out or shopping. I find that writing at the site is very therapeutic, just like writing a blog. But there, your work can be graded and can usually receive 3 reviews or more. Also, you can join free writing contests where prizes are given out, sometimes as high as $100.00, although I have not won any prize yet after being a member for almost 9 months. Well, I am very new to writing and is still learning. I am hoping of winning a contest soon.